The Second Fallen Star of Lucifer

In the throne room, I sit a man whose spirit was broken so long ago
Welcome to this theater of tragedy
Where my suffering has become their commodity
See and be a witness to this ballad and this play
This late testimony, these last rites
I am no king of the outlaws, no angel of the underground,
No rebel to society, no patron saint to the pain of the outcasts and those with no voice
I am the greatest actor this world has ever seen
I have conned so well I have scammed myself
I could never be, and I don't wanna be, I should've never thought
That I could be the savior to my few people and their holy land
How foolish was I
I Imprisoned myself in all my dreams
I ran so fast I missed every exit to a better fate
I hid within my hate as shield from all my trauma and pain
I warded off the evils of comfort and happiness with a symbol of wrath and misery
As you watched me on a stage you thought it was entertainment
But for me and for some of them it was a religion
And every night I screamed and preached the words I had written for you to believe
But like every religion, this one must have a martyr as well
I am prepared to be crowned with razor wire
And crucified, so my memory is immortalized
Like a million altars they built in bedrooms for me
Even In my hour of darkness and fear
I know what comes now, an end to my pain
And their dreams of life eternal
In the dark and silence
I feel no more agony
I am no god, no idol, no king
With tears in my eyes I realize the broken thing that I really was
I am no black mountain prophet, No purple skied crusader
My society rejects me
Because I was a scourge to them all
I Don't wanna be the son who dies for your sins
The bringer of peace to the war of classes
The king of the people who have lost all hope

Spiraling Into The Ink

It's funny how as a child you suck on a breast
And the overwhelming irony of us chasing that feeling the rest of our lives
It's funny how you remember autumn leaves burning
The inexplicable reason you love to smell the incineration
A butterfly is like how her eyes flutter
It's only a whisper that he mutters
Written on the walls of their minds
Like a public graffiti
Dial the devil for the deal of a lifetime
If you've got blood in your veins you can sign that dotted line
Don't miss this once in a lifetime, perfectly good opportunity
To throw your life away
Pornography is such a violent and beautiful sight
Especially when you're lonely, it's dark, the lights in the night won't even keep you company
You imagine that flesh can be a meal
Something to sustain your existence, something to give you life
Some mental and sexual affliction related to vermin
Lead cattle and livestock to water and watch them bleed
You see a goddess with a forked tongue come to you in your dreams
Possessed tattooed virgin suicide girl
Meth hides a decaying reality around you in a bullshit wonderland


We were running together to a place beyond the sun
Faster than bats out of hell, we flew beyond the stars
Through all our sabotage , the streets were shining bright
Searching for the glamour in the night
All we found ever was each other
And never once did we feel that the end was nigh
We looked into each other the way no one knew
And the dollars in our pockets were scarce and very few
Your entity shined like a silver screen
Like a urban legend and children's myths
If we can we will baptize each other in what they condemn to sin
We'll take it like it's all that's ever been
They can bow for their cross and their jobs
But we can be runaways and hide away from it all
This world is all you make it
And I want something no one has ever had
Your eyes looked like the center of an abyss
The lead me further astray than your lips or your tongue could ever
The rosary's and virgin Mary's embodied an idol like you were to me
Or maybe you were Lilith instead
And I was no Jesus Christ,
Lucifer was I
Not just a bloodied rebel
Running and never looking back

Suffocating on Excrement

Another day, Another war,Another rape, Another denial
The news, these politicians vessels of lies, kissing the ass of a church
The undead idol upon the cross does not speak in words and has no holy home
You just remember that when the bell tolls for thee and they say pay the fee
No one fights, you are brainwashed into not caring, into ignorance
If you don't use your soul no one will know we were here
Use your energy to disrupt the evil ones hiding behind the flag and cross
Meaningless worker ants, programmed lives, enjoy the little time you do have to yourself
But this isn't the traditional place they are treating it to be
And I doubt it ever existed
The old won't admit this time is dead
Maybe when the blood flows before them in riots they will see
They call anything different heresy and blasphemy
How's this, if god is in many different forms why can't they be who I think
We rip ourselves in two
We scream for change and nothing, no one listening
They want you soft
Ignorant to abuse, murder, and all their wicked ways
So that when they roll us down you're just standing in your doomed shock
From Black to White,woman and man, straight and gay, mainstream and underground
They want a civil war, they want no unity
They want to be the one true supremacists
None of these groups really exist, they just want us at each others throats
The haves are going to kill the have nots

Nothing Is Changing

Walking across time, Years like hundreds of miles
There was nothing in the falling rain, but still we search
This world was not cursed by a deity
It was damned by you and me
Why do we hurt as we live in fear
Where was all this hate born from
Could there ever be another way
Could we have ever had it in some other life
Realities don't shatter like glass
The hold fast like diamonds
Contemplating the suit and tie and the syringe
This was never meant to be
Even when it was etched in stone
Hurting the ones we love
Loving the ones we hate
Nothing like temptation to draw the lines in our eyes
Define pain and I'll give you every souls definition of all this agony
The same causes but it all hurts so beautifully different
A thousand upon millions of blackened souls
Never will we be the same again
Life has become something else entirely
Why does the fear never die


Your eyes both follow me with every movement I make unto you 
Two pairs of lips bite and kiss my neck in the candles flickering lights
The power you have to make me feel so, so possessed
The sunset’s dying and the early dark only gives way to this unholy entwining in the early dusk
A mocking of this sinister trinity with three melancholy knocks on flesh
We both feel your body seize in pleasure as light it afire with a touch from either side
You eyes show all white as I take your soul over your tongue
The spirits within are annihilating our bodies
Cloth drips wet clear liquids stained with our hot breathes in the cold
Two flavors side by side and so seductive
Your burnt and ashen wings are so soft
She lays in her crucifix pose
As she exorcises her with another unknown entity
A holy spirit fills you, and a demonic one takes its place
You bow on hands and knees to accept your communion
Body and blood
Whilst behinds you are your carnal and sinful desires being satisfied
The priestess reaches down to caress you
The devil pulls back your head
I taste and I feel
The way I feel one thing on my thighs, gently rocking on the ride down
And another over my face, gently moving like the breeze, lovingly warm wind on my flesh
It feels so similar

2000 Plus(and every year before is just as bad)

We ain’t living in no time worth living in
So modern so refined
But you still can’t read or tie your shoes
All you do is judge but you can’t even hate yourself
So advanced so in demand
But you don’t have a fucking soul to your name
No one cares they just stare
Dead eyed and compliant
This ain’t no dream I ever heard of
So why do they say American dream
I didn’t know dreams had citizenship, class, or race
Don’t teach us that bullshit
Buddy you wouldn’t know wrong if they shot your son on your front lawn
So where do you get off preaching on what’s right
The ugliest of people is recorded in me
On film like out a cassette
So out of date but who could give a fuck
At least I can reflect and not just do
You do do do
But you should think think think
Living in 2019, 20xx
Ain’t a time worth living in
It hasn’t been since we made it so ugly
Wanna see bad
See what I remember
I’ll show you horror motherfucker
These men in suits ain’t changing shit
They won’t till you wake up out of your job they chain you to
To classify to restrict to mutilate
And bang your fist louder than their podium lies
Their altar praise and alter egos
One day you’re gonna see your dumbass was wrong
And it’ll be too late by then
And I’ll laugh and laugh
And keep laughing

Review of Nightmare Files

Nightmare Files is a YouTube channel that produces creepy and mostly true content. Definitely for fans of this sort of thing on YouTube such as Mr. Nightmare, Corpse Husband, And Mr. ScareKrow. Also Nightmare File’s narration is some of the highest quality out of all these channels as his voice is definitely a great element in his own signature style. The background sound effects and music is also probably the best done out of all these channels with maybe only Mr. Nightmare competing. The music alone to some of Nightmare Files videos is enough to add a new dimension of paranoia to the listening experience. The channel also has frequent new uploads. Also the stories themselves fit the channel and are perfectly selected. The channel is a tad newer than some others so content may feel a little limited but with the new upload pace being much faster than other channels this is not an issue. The Intros are well done, nightmare files logo looks great, and the thumbnail shots of the videos make every one look intriguing. Honestly one of my favorite horror themed YouTube channels. Here are some sample videos.


We were cold like one corpse
As rain shimmered on black pavement
The night we took each others hearts
The window I busted with my fist
Felt something like the sting of your kiss
On my slashed hands and shattered flesh
Somewhere a crow nestles a lover
Somewhere a skeleton uses a tooth to pick a guitar
Somewhere it's summer with the stars out
I feel such evil within me
This darkness that just accumulates
Like a drunkards croon overlapping in echo
Snow on black clothes and blonde hair
Tastes like how metal smells
Something north of blood
You're so pretty in our small pocket of warmth
The light dimmed
Away, hidden from this world
Even with my eyelids torn off
All I can see Is you
All I can stomach to see Is you
All I can stand to see Is you
All I wanna see Is you
All that doesn't bring me pain to see
Is you