Tag: mourning

 There was a time when I’d see us walking amongst the trees and rain 
 Now all I see when I look down at your grave 
 Is the television that day, unphased reporter saying x amount dead 
 Another mass killing and my life has been ruined again
 The tears Have carved a labyrinth of paths through my heart
 I can’t make sense of wrong and right 
 I thought I’d felt it all before this grief so heavy bared across my back
 Like rain of steel piercing all of me 
 I hate it all I hate you all 
 What was so wrong with all of you 
 Now everything I ever had was stolen away 
 Seeing visions in my sorrow of someone I loved in a heaven I didn’t believe in
 Now I need that heaven more than ever 
 I need it if I ever wanna see you again
 This world doesn't hold a fucking thing for me 
 I cry as I lay all day and all night where you sleep forever 
 I want my revenge that I’ll never have 
 I want to make something better
 Because I know I’ll never love again 
 As the tools of death ring in ears everywhere 
 Politicians and religious figures offer prayers and silence
 I don’t want your pity 
 I want something back that no one can give me 
 I don’t care why they did it
 I know the killer probably had pain inside to 
 But I will never forgive and never relate
 For all the agony and torture my soul holds now is all their fault
 And it wasn’t my loves fault for any of it so why and how can it all be gone 
 How could you do that to someone who never knew you and never hurt you 
 I am marked by the ashes of this apocalypse until I die 
 Nothing’s changing because no one can understand what’s going on
 No one’s listening, they just act like they are 
 And I know it’s not gonna be the last time