overcast soul

 Ah By the tears of the rain in the pavement cracks 
Sealing the breaks in the hardened and cold voice
I remember so many times
The sky looked like a warped kind of you
In the summer I lusted for winter and in the winter I Thought of summer
The way I missed you is so similar
When you’re here it’s left me wanting
When you’re gone I’m simply miserable
But it doesen’t matter anyway
The world is dying
Christmas has no cheer just like all the other days
I want to disappear in the snow
Not in the pollution
Not in the pain and suffering
Not in this man-made America
You could not understand
This I know because I see it in your diamond eyes
With looks that should cut me
Mother I bleed and I can only look at you with everything but anything good
It hurted me
It deserted me
The cold goes into my body
As I stare over the bay of land