11,12,13

Throat bleeding with a raging roar 
The sunset’s orange like a Halloween month eve
All alone I find trouble
I wish I had someone
I don’t, so I think I’ll die
Sick of this existence
Solitude is nice
But not this way
Let the day fade
Feel my hold on sanity loosen
Maybe I’ll kill more than myself
No one hears me but my mind
Peace I’ll never find
Hurting and hitting
Useless time
I feel born to be wasted
This worlds slipping away from my heart
Like how they all fell from my life
You don’t know, you don’t care
What does that matter
 I just wish to relate
But it’ll fade
In my tub of bath water and blood