Nowhere To Go

All alone and don't have nothing but a few dollars 
Everyone I had Is gone today
This life of mine is never gonna heal
I can sing these blues until I turn all frost-bit and rotted black
But I'd just be singing them to the cold and dark skies
Barely illuminated by all my fading stars
The couch that is my home isn't doing me a favor
Ain't no charity for free
But you see Mr. man and Mrs. ma'am
I just had to get away, yeah I just had to run away
From a past that's been chasing me way past the city limits
Way past the sirens and main street silence and street light broken nights
On my feet, In my head
And yes I know It sure indeed Is cold and hot outside
But not like the heat I used to get at home
Not like the daily cold shoulder
No ones ever done me nothing for nothing
So I understand how this may seem
But you gotta see that this is my sorrow
I wanna go home to my new home I made up in my head
Where I can be all alone and I don't gotta see another fuckin' face
Another phony seller
Another sacrilegious prostitute
Another poverty lord In a a/c office
I just wanna go home
I wanna call my home
And feel the warmth and taste the home cooked meals
And feel like I'm not some bother, some inconvenience
Have my own where I can be my own
Be home, so I never wanna come home again