Tag: lives

I smell something like desperation 
But the summer heat has hid it until now 
Now I can see clearly
What it means when you quiver like your being fucked when you're not
Fists ball and lips bit
Anxiety was such a party rage
Confidence was never strong with you even now 
Do your palms ever sweat 
Do your eyes ever have to just look down 
Do you feel like your existence is some mistake 
An accident on a test you wish you could erase
But lives write in pens 
In a universe without white out and indestructible paper
Licking envelopes to hide your mistakes 
Wasting time on another deadline
That's why I don't give a damn
Let it play out, life has taken the living outta me 
One person can moan better than a whole choir sings
When orgasms feel like body-wide paper cuts